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( Ilde ) ([personal profile] erbier) wrote2023-04-01 01:16 pm

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Shame on us; doomed from the start.

May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts.


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[personal profile] worthallthis 2023-12-27 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, good. Because I'm shit at warden-y stuff," B says with an amused sort of expression. Mostly at himself, to be honest, because he's still pretty sure he didn't do anything for his last inmate except be in the right place at the right time. "I just visit with people and hope that helps them out."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2023-12-31 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, he's not going to pressure her about that, that's for sure. The pressure of it didn't help him any. "You know I used to be an inmate, too, right?" he asks. "It's been a few years, but I still remember how it went."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-09 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Did not. Had no idea what had happened," B says with a wry half-smile. "Spent the first whole day and a half just sitting in my cabin waiting for someone to come pick me up and drag me back to where I came from."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-13 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, no, I went back," B says, shaking his head. "I had some things to take care of, and at the time I was terrified of being a warden, so I got outa here within a week of graduating. I was out in the world for nine years before I came back here."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-14 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nobody out where I came from cared about me," B answers frankly. "I didn't have a lot of friends to begin with, and I managed to make myself unwelcome with all of them. And making new friends is hard when you're a former terrorist and assassin. This was the only place I thought I might be able to really start over."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-15 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
There is that. B had thought he'd never graduate, anyway, for all he wanted to, in order to help other people. But being here was better than being on the run from HYDRA. Mostly.

He nods a bit. "Yeah. Can start a whole new one, if I wanna. And I did. I am. Figure that's what this place is really for: making new stories, instead of the old ones we lived before."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-19 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, they have more in common than Ilde probably expects, there. And he recognizes the avoidance. He does make a gentle effort: "You don't think you can change yours?" Please don't tell him she's like Sweeney and literally created by stories... he's not sure he can handle two of them on the same boat.
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-20 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
C at least is still purring steadily. As long as she has a warm lap and soft hands, she's a happy cat.

B is silent a moment, then asks, "And you can't keep your promise and live a new life somewhere at the same time?"
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-23 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
Well, that's... horrific. Also probably not true, though B has heard enough weird magical things since coming to the Barge that it might be. That's not something he can judge the reality of.

Still horrific, though. Nobody should have that weight on their shoulders. Nobody should ever have to die for somebody else's corruption. (One of his many beefs these days with Christianity.)

B chews on it a moment. "So... you died. And now you're here. And you feel like you can't move on because that'd go back on your promise to save everyone. Right?"
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-24 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
"And your faith requires you to be dead?" B prods gently. He has very little in the way of faith in anything left, except the power of soft things, chocolate, and hugs. (God, that sounds corny.) And for the vast bulk of his life, he lived with the sole purpose of surviving, so the idea of giving up your life for faith is almost painful to consider.

Steve would probably understand, though. "You can't have that faith from a new life on some other world out there?"
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-28 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
"That's kinda up to you," B says, tilting his head a little. "If it were me? I'd say, definitely. That's the whole point of a second chance. The whole reason you're here." He shrugs with a small smile. "But me just telling you that, and you believing it-- those're two different things."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-01-29 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
"You mean you don't want to believe he'll let you start over somewhere else?" B guesses. "He's done it for other people. My own last inmate, he's off living on a whole new world with his favorite person, now."
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[personal profile] worthallthis 2024-02-07 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
B nods to that. "You wouldn't have to take his hand, really. Could let Iris take you someplace new. Or-- hell, me. We've both got little personal spaceships that travel between universes." Well. Iris's is more a bus than a spaceship. B's is a proper ship, though. "And neither of us are gods."

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